I plan to tell you I’m getting free. :)
Hello everyone, life certainly is interesting for all humans on this rock we call home.
I haven’t written anything on this blog since last year, I’ve been writing, just not “publising” it. There have been a ton of changes in our lives (Christina and I), but one thing remains..
forward motion even when it seems stagnant. It’s not. I’m writing today to say this:
May 25, 2012 made one full year of being pharmaceutical free in nearly every aspect of my life. I say this because it’s incredibly important to me and it’s also a very important key to healing. The word healing is often times misunderstood..
Here is Dictionary.com’s definition:
to make healthy, whole, or sound; restore to health; free from ailment.
Not to cover up or bury symptoms that will only pose bigger more complex problems in the future. I know what it’s like to feel imprisoned by rituals. Not saying everyone should feel the way I feel about these drugs, but I’ve felt, fought and have been buried by these psychotropic mind-benders for almost 30 years. If that’s not a true account of their negative influence on the human body, more specifically my body, mind and spirit..I really don’t know what is.
Man, I want to write a ton more and have a lot of ideas growing inside of me at this point in my life, but it creates too much anxiety to just let them flail out of me like like an exhaust pipe. I want to be as clear and direct as possible when communicating these things and at this point in the journey I don’t feel 100% confident in my ability to express them with as much clarity as I’d like to. There is a bio-chemical war happening inside of my body and on the other side of this trench there will be the clearest light. This is not a reference to anything morbid or harmful, and I realize it’s vague..but I know and believe in my intelligence level and understand the path that I’m taking to find freedom in my life.
Jeez, never let anyone’s negative feelings about themselves infiltrate your joy or the way you view yourself. We absorb everything around us just like plants.
I’ll leave you all with this.. Less is way more. // And, “Life in its fullness is nature obeyed” – Dr. Weston A. Price.
Love ya.
Hero! Always. Its a good thing when you write. Yup, a good thing.